2023年7月7日

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今天是吴第4次和我分手后的第10天 

我自己的生活仍得继续，即使他已经走了

今天用《Speak Now》里的歌词来表达我现在的感受吧

Because the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of my mind

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright.

I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping

Staying up playing back yourself leaving,

Maybe this is wishful thinking,

Probably mindless dreaming

If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand.

———《Back to December》

Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat

'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on

Oh, a simple complication

Miscommunications lead to fall out

So many things that I wish you knew

So many walls up I can't break through

Now I'm standing alone In a crowded room

And I'm dying to know

Is it killing you like it's killing me yeah

I don't know what to say since the twist of fate

When it all broke down

And the story of us

Looks a lot like a tragedy now

Next chapter

How'd we end up this way?

And you're doing your best to avoid me

I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us

How I was losing my mind when I saw you here

Oh, I'm scared to see the ending

Of who can act like they care less

But I liked it better when you were on my side

The end.

——《The Story Of Us》